“She was the girl that always smiled.
She never had a frown on her face when we were with her.
would brighten the room when she entered it.
She would be the one in the group that always try to cheer everyone up.
was such a giving person.
She never thought about her own safety, she would always protect everyone with all her strength,
even though she thought that she was weak, but she was actually the strongest in the group.
She would cry in front of me
when she thought that she didn’t protect me, but she has protected me from the very start.”
never stop worrying about you, you are just one of those girls that people worry about, and nothing stopped me from protecting
you from even the common cold.
You are the strongest and the most kindest girls I have ever met, you are Beautiful, smart
and most of all, very brave.
On your first contact with a hollow, which was your own brother, you stood up to him, without
anyone’s help. You pushed him out of the way when he was about to hurt Tatsuki, you had enough courage to stand in front
of him, when he was about to hurt me.
You are one of the those girls who wouldn’t be afraid to take on any Hollow,
you took on Arrancar when they hurt us, you even took on Azien. You couldn’t defeat him, but you used all your power
to defeat him, you lost your powers because of him.
Now you lay in front of me, I didn’t protect you like I
promised you. Azien had killed you with your own powers, I could have stopped him but I didn’t, he had put a binding
spell on me so I wouldn’t move. When he was killed, you died in my arms, I couldn’t believe that you died, I thought
you were someone who couldn’t die, but I was wrong, you had died from loss of blood, he had killed you with a sword,
he put all of your power into this blow and killed you. That basterd, if he was alive, I would kill him over and over just
to get revenge for your death.
You were and still are the best friend I could ever have, you always helped me through
bad times, you talked me into going to Soul Society to rescue Rukia, you helped me defeat the last of the Bount. You were
the person who kept me going through all the fights, you always healed anyone who had wounds or injuries, you were indeed
the strongest in our group.
Now we all miss you, mostly me. I spend most of my time here at the graveyard, I told you
that I would put you beside your brother, you both are probably having a great time together in Soul Society, I wish I could
see Mom again, I really miss her. I bet your happier up there than you were down here, your brother is up there and you two
haven’t seen each other for a long time now, I know how sad you were when you brought him into the clinic, you were
carrying him on your back, I was just ready to go to school when you came through the door.
I just want to see you
one more time, to say goodbye, you deserved a long and happy life, you could have married someone, you could have kids, you
could have had your dream job, but Azien ruined your hopes and dreams, he demolished your life with just one blow to the chest
with his sword.
I finished my very long speech in front of you, I was wearing my Kimondo for the Tanabata Festival,
you loved when it was this time of the year, you were so excited every year. I had two very big bouquets in my hands, one
for you and one for Mom. You of course had the one with all different colours and Mom had roses. Your grave looked so pretty,
it had lots of flowers and pictures of the group all over it. I bent down and put the flowers beside your picture, you were
smiling like you always do, your hair looked so shiny and soft, you looked so pretty. Why didn’t I tell you how I felt?
Why didn’t I stop Azien like I promised you? There was so many unanswered questions in my head while I stood in front
of you, you had so much more to live for. I closed my eyes and all the memories started to come back to me, of all the happy
times, and the time in Hueco Mundo, before you died. I quickly opened them, making the pain slowly go away “Inoue…I
miss you so much, life isn’t fun, it’s not happy like it used to be when you were here…I wish for a couple
of minutes, I could see you again, and apologise for not protecting you” I whispered close to your grave.
at the sun above you, it was very low “I’d better go, see you tomorrow, Inoue. I’ll bring more flowers tomorrow
for you, even better ones than today, all different types and colours, okay? See you later” I looked at your grave for
a couple of seconds, then I turned round and walked to Mom’s grave, she was just a coupe of graves from you and your
brother. Mom had a couple of pictures of our family, her flowers had died from lack of water. I got down and took the dead
ones and replaced them with the roses I had got for her earlier today. The picture of us together was still there, it was
the biggest picture on her grave, she looked so happy, so did I, that’s when I didn’t know you, you were the one
that made me happy after she was gone. “Hi Mom, are you alright up there? Hope your having fun up there, Dads’
still annoying as ever, Yuzu still does all the work, but I help out sometimes, Karin, well, she still hasn’t got any
interest in boys yet. Me, If she was here, and if she would accept me, I would have someone to care about, but I don’t,
I never will, she was the one for me. She was killed by this basterd that didn’t have a heart, he killed her because
he didn’t need her anymore” my fists tightened and I felt a tear slid down my cheek “she didn’t deserve
this…she deserved someone who could protect her and keep her safe, but that was something I couldn’t do for her…she…I
think she loved me…I love her too, but I was too stupid not to tell her…she deserved someone who would love her
back, for all her five lifetimes” I got up and wiped my eyes.
“She was the girl that always smiled.
never had a frown on her face when we were with her.
She would brighten the room when she entered it.
She would be the
one in the group that always try to cheer everyone up.
She was such a giving person.
She never thought about her own
safety, she would always protect everyone with all her strength, even though she thought that she was weak, but she was actually
the strongest in the group.
She would cry in front of me when she thought that she didn’t protect me, but she has
protected me from the very start.”